A Snob is born

To my utter amazement something happen tonight that totally shocked, startled and sickened me. I am just an ordinary country girl,never had much and chances are never will. When I have I give when I don't I sometimes even still give.
So when I walked in the laundamat tonight to do my laundry, I was accosted with these wierd feelings.
The laundramat was dirty, and I didn't want to touch the machines, nor did I wish to sit on the yucky metal benches to await my completion of laundry duties.
This was the first time I have had to go out to do my laundry since Leah and Scott were very little. If I remember correctly I never had these feeling then.
Was this snobbery. I looked around at the people their and found them similar to me. No one was dirty or homeless looking. Drug deals were not going down, prostitute's were not looking for a john. Instead just normal looking people like me.

I went home and continued to get ready for the evening. I was at my daughters home. She had just gotten married and I was at her home while she was on her honeymoon.
I ran my bath, gathered my clothes to prepare for work. Shivers went down my spine, there in the corner of the tub, almost to be touched by the water and drawn into my bathwater was a small chunk of black hair. My granddaughters most likely. It took all I had to get a tissue and grasp it and toss it away. For goodness sake I have washed that hair, brushed it even kissed it. I was appalled there again was the icy icky feeling I am a snob.
Ok I am a snob, I can change and find myself once again in the midst of normal loving people. Snobs beware.....Marcia beware....... I smile thank you God I am thankful I am a typical child of God and Snob or not I smile.